Cornered.

MOVED

2006-08-11T01:10:00.000-07:00

I have moved. Not returning :D Kiss the stars and wish upon a fishcake.

270506

2006-05-26T21:24:00.000-07:00

Back from camp at last! Yeah!!! Although i miss many things there, i'm sure g.l.a.d. to be home. Camp was great and i truly enjoyed my friends and the experiences i had there. On the first day we were all terribly disgusted at the living conditions we were forced to endure.

There were no proper flushy toilets, and to bathe we had to use a scoop. [The toilets in the dorms smelled..]
The food was Terrible with a capital T, and the canteen was infested with flies.
We had to jump into dirty murky water which smelled and became food for mozzies and leeches.

Yup, but as the days went by, i realised how much i actually enjoyed my time there.

MEISHI, i love you so much my trainer!! Never bathes but never smells, and so happy and carefree. I love you and will always remember you u little girl.
I love my BISCUIT CREW. Audrey, Liz, Yuxi, Meiyan, Qingling, Nicole, Julia-ann, and me. We had great times grouping up and sharing yummy biscuits [esp. sugar coated ones] I love you all so so much, hope we will be friends forever :)
I love my dormies: Meiyan, Yuxi, Audrey, Wilona, Joycelynn and Grace! JOycelynn, you wonderfull toilet flusher! Thanks for clearing the poo for us! ahhaha, i remember the good bunking times we had together. hahaha
I love the pineapples and cheers we all had. ahhahaha MACHI RULES YEAH!!! ahahha my lovely little leech, check it out :0
Finally, i also <3>
Not forgetting outdoor cooking with the biscuit crew :* ahhaha 8 people shared 2 mess tins, while in other groups; 2 people shared a mess tin. The maggi mee was great, with sausages, veggies and baked beans. We didnt even wait for the maggi to be cooked ahhahaha, then we buried the remains in a hole dug esp. for us! cool. :)

Yup yup, i love the biscuit crew and meishi too :) you guys rock and really spiced up my camp. I feel so sad we have to part, but nvm, cause i will always remember the goodgoodgood times :) ahhahahhahahahah, kk, i gtg. I LOVE MACHI.

I DONT WANNA STAY IN KAIZAN CAMP, CAMP CHIEF I WANNA GO, TRAINER WONT LET ME GO, MOMMY I WANNA GO HOME..

ps. TIGER PAWS ARE GREEN CAUSE THEY WALK AROUND LIKE TARZAN.

210506

2006-05-20T23:36:00.000-07:00

Today we went to church for cell and then to have lunch. Cell today was so unusual, like everyone was so dead, rawrr, WE MUST BE HAPPY FOR GOD!!! ahhahah, tomorrows the history learning journey and the following day is camp already!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH, i so dont want to go.. BOO. I baked brownies today, yum yum, hope my sis doesnt finish them so soon :)

180506

2006-05-17T20:13:00.000-07:00

BOO. I'm s.i.c.k.
Down with a fever [38.9'c], i feel so terrible...ahhahah
Didnt go to school today.. sobs* i'm going to haf alot of catching up to do. Sad. On one hand, i'm looking forward to camp, on the other, i'm going to be very rusty when i come back. AND GUESS WHAT? TENNIS TOURNAMENT IS THE DAY AFTER CAMP. Boo/rawrrr/shoot.
Yups, and i hope today they wont release the groupings for camp, cause its going to be a h*ll of a time finding out my grouping when i come back. :0

160506

2006-05-16T01:10:00.000-07:00

Ciao. XCOUNTRY today, i wanted to like die at the last stretch. I got 18th placing...not bad; BUT NOT GOOD EITHER. kk, theres always NEXT year, and i wont die. heehee, i do wish i started at the front, and not from the middle. I wish i tried harder. I dont think i really even tried. BUT NVM!!!! MUST TRY HARDER NEXT TIME. Yupps, heehee, school tmw. You know what? I think i'm counting down the days to camp, knowing that i can take a REAL break from everything. From sch, tennis, and studies. YUP.

Although i know that Gods there, i cant seem to feel him.. and it really bugs me. I need to start reading the bible, and need to start changing. I want to dedicate this post to everyone, and to say sorry for everything u dont like about me. I am now trying to change, and pls help me k>? Heres what i need to change about myself:

My pride needs to be killed, lord pls help me to humble myself
I need to share more, and to help more
I need to think before i speak, and i need to stop lying althogether
I need to accept that people are better than me, and stop being such a green-eyed-monsterr.

So i've listed out my neg,. points, and to everyone reading this, i hope u will help me to change. WO SHI CHENG SIN CHENG YI YAO GAI GUO ZI XIN. God bless u all.

2006-05-15T04:26:00.000-07:00

Hello :)
hehehhe, today it didnt rain..YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS???
ITS GOING TO RAIN TMW...[ DURING THE RUN ] :) you know, i actually want to run.
YEAH!!!! YOU KNOW I ACTUALLY TRIED TO RUN TODAY... BUT THEN MY MUMS RUNNING SHOES CRASHED ON ME....and now i'm home with a sore foot.